- This day has been /fun/ to say the least :/
- April 24th, 2013
First off: I think I'm just going to start writing my days. Some of these may seem kind of angsty or something, but I have my moments of sadness where I feel useless and hated, so it sometimes reflects.
This is going to be my first /actual/ post like thing, some days I may post a story or something, when I'm not feeling crappy like I am now.
Let's just start this thing...
This morning actually started off pretty well. I went to the school's library to look at books, saw my friends in there and said hi to them. Bell rang, so I went off to class. Got to class and it started off fine. Our teacher was going to turn on some show on Netflix for us. Then I decided, against better judgement I guess, to tell my friend,"I know you don't agree, but I like Russell Crowe as Javert." This is when things got bad for me. She almost bit my head off telling me how bad he was as Javert and how someone else was better, and that if I had read the book, I would know this. She then went on to say that she hadn't even gotten halfway through said book, but that's fine because her /mother/ has read it three times, which makes her opinion right, right? She then proceeded to go off on another thing I liked. I got upset because I felt like she was telling me my opinions were wrong. I can't remember exactly what I said next, I think it was something along the lines of,"Well, it's my opinion so shut up." That got her more angry and she told me,"I'm fucking done with you." and told me,"Fuck you." My response was no better, I admit, but I've taken her shit for /months/ on end, and every time it's me that ends up apologizing to her. I've told her multiple times why I don't like people and all my other crap, but she doesn't listen to me. I'm there to listen to her cry and whine. Just like every other person I know. The minute I don't have a use anymore, I'll be left hanging. Getting off topic though. I'm so sick of her. It used to be that I was willing to die to protect her, now? I'm not so sure. The few 'friends' I have I try to protect and let them know I'll be there for them. Unfortunately, I don't feel like they're there for me. This little rant is coming to a close, I guess. Leave a comment if you want, give me advice if you feel like it. Bye, for now.